Mmm... Mmm...

I can feel it again,
I'm breathing deeper,
Letting go of everything else,
just for this emotion,
The words dripping into my finger tips,
relayed,
My lips never resting,
this thing,
that I believe they call happiness.

I'd give up anything for this,
Just say the words,
Because I ache for this,
I long for this.

I'm feeling so scared though,
I want to cry,
I want to grip my hands tightly,
leaving cresent moons in my flesh.
I'm letting go of everything,
for this.

There is no security,
no insurance,
tomorrow this could leave me,
and I'm,
scared.
Because then I will have nothing,
would have lost a gamble I wasn't prepared to make,

But,
I can't ingore this,
it's constantly inside my chest,
slipping down,
between my thighs,
It hurts to be away,
I can't keep the commitment,
the sercurity,
no matter how much I want it,
Because I just,
I just,
can't ingore this.

If I wait,
this may leave,
breathing life into another.
Setting fire to ashes,
If I take this,
into me,
I have no promises.

Oh god I need the promise...

I can't say it.

Regection hurts to much.
It hurts,
It hurts.

Know the risk I take,
is for this,
know I have,
nothing else.

I give up everything.

Just

for

this.